Brent is really going through some big time stress these last few days... to where he is in survival mode and not really keeping up with his eating every 3 hours like he should. He's living on his diet soda for coping. I have faith that we WILL find the answer to conquering his stress... just wish it would be sooner than later.
Last night was a little hard for me emotionally. I see that I go through the same patterns in my thoughts and I work SO HARD to overcome them. Only God knows how hard it is for me and how hard I work at it. I was telling Brent how cool it would be right now if my mom was alive... how I would love to hang out with her, call her on the phone, go shopping with her, learn from her... how I miss her and that unconditional love!
We have so many opportunities for growth and there are exciting things on our horizon... it's still a trek to get there. I am fighting thoughts of feeling alone. So many situations in my life have led me to believe that I am too much for people... that they only want me in small doses. But I know that may be a lie and that my Savior loves me and He misses me - and He's the creator of this earth so that says something.
Sticking on plan, praying for the hubs, and looking at a bright future. Life is good!
|My Dad & Me when I was 11 at a "Daddy Daughter Date"|